When I was younger I ran track.  I ran for my school team and I even ran for the Illinois AAU in the summer (Illinois Amateur Athletic Union).  I was a jumper, I was most successful with high jump.  One year I set a record.  It made the local papers.I named my record label Girls Track Records.P.S. GO USA Track and Field Team!!!!!!!!!!!Track Lit

06/14/2016 By Joy Lynn Clark Several years ago I wrote, “Wanna have your baby (Love Infinite)”,  During that time I was imagining all sorts of different relationships.  I thought about what it would be like to have a planned pregnancy.  It was my fantasy.  My son was unplanned and I actually have no clue. I also dreamt about getting married.  I wanted marriage in a big way.  I still do.  Having a baby with your partner is not supposed to be a fantasy. Love Infinite I’m thinking you should be my Permanent mate Loving you and all those Dominant traits You’re in my heart In a way I can’t explain…

6/7/2016 By Joy Lynn Clark After getting my son to the ripe old age of 5 I realized, I might just have the time to start dating again.  He is off to kindergarten and I have time to look for my future husband.  The only problem is – where do I start? When I was younger I used walk down the street and guys would pull over, stop me on the train platform, school, nightclubs.  Anywhere.  Anywhere that single people with no kids would be.  Only problem is, I am never in any of those places anymore. One of my friends told me about online dating.  I put up a…

Off To The Clinic by Dazee Dizzle   4/28/2016   Some months back, I had unprotected sex on a first date.  Risky and dangerous.  I want to tell all of the b.s. that I fell for and justified but at the end of the day I had unprotected sex on a first date.  For a minute he had me thinking it was going to go differently but, he ended up standing me up.   Damn.  I made an appointment with my MD to get tested. I talked it over with my psychologist.  I was told not to beat myself up about it.  I came up clean just after the incident.…

By Joy Lynn Clark 3/9/2016 When I moved to the suburbs,  I realized that I just couldn’t afford to buy food.  I swear food is much more expensive in the burbs.  Anyhow, I had my rent, phone, gas and car.  Food was just killing me. A friend of mine told me about a local food pantry.  I felt weird about it at first like, am I taking food from someone who really needs it?  However, I looked at my child and had to accept that I am someone who really needs it. The food pantry was run by the local church.  We got canned goods, and even some meat.  The…