Call Me Crazy but . . . I Really Didn’t Know (Blow My Brains)
By Joy Lynn Clark
10/20/2014
Blow My Brains by Dazee Dizzle – Lyrics at the end
I will have to be completely honest. I went without local news for about six months. I moved and chose Netflix instead of a traditional television provider.
Netflix was cool but, I wanted some shows they did not have so, I chose Hulu. Hulu was awesome but, I quickly realized I still did not have access to the local news. (The national news came a day late)
Eventually, I broke down and bought some good old bunny ears for my television. Yay timely reporting.
The ISIS thing was all over the national and local news. I have a double album titled the Isis Spacejet Chronicles. I could have sworn Isis is the name of an Egyptian goddess.
What the hell does ISIS mean? I began to think Islamic State Insurgent Supporters, Islamic State Ignorance Starters, International Supremacist Insurgent Slaves, hell if I know.
I watch news story after news story. ISIS this, ISIS that. They look like the contras or the rebels or something.
Then I hear the US going to give aid to their enemies.
Local news says there are terrorists in the Midwest.
OK seriously, what the hell does ISIS mean? I do a search online. Islamic State Iraq and Syria. Are we at war with two whole countries? I thought they were the rebels.
Did congress agree to go to war with Iraq and Syria? That just Blew My Brains.
Blow My Brains (passive aggression)
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
How can I trust
In your intentions
When you let me know the plans
Then you switch them
And If I don’t agree with you
You blame it all on
My condition
And I can’t believe
You would try to deceive
All the people in my life
I’ll just leave
If it’s what you perceive
The life I’m living
Just ain’t right
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
You do one thing
Then you change your mind
It’s so apathetic
And I know it’s a sign
Got me so confused
Wanna press rewind
I know this thing won’t work
It’s just a matter of time
I hear how you’re talking
And see how your’re walking
And somehow it all just
Don’t add up
You think I don’t hear you
I try to stay clear of you
Before you change
My whole game up
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
You blow my brains
With your constant changing
Telling people I’m insane
You kill me with your games
Make me wanna think
That you’re helping me out
But I know just what you’ll gain
I’m focused like a spotlight
And I love you
Even though we fight
But you’ve gotta quit judging
Because I rock
And I ain’t budging
I make it my policy
To focus my energy on me
You should just do you
Cause in the end
That’s all that you can do
