Unprotected
Off To The Clinic by Dazee Dizzle
4/28/2016
Some months back, I had unprotected sex on a first date. Risky and dangerous. I want to tell all of the b.s. that I fell for and justified but at the end of the day I had unprotected sex on a first date. For a minute he had me thinking it was going to go differently but, he ended up standing me up.
Damn. I made an appointment with my MD to get tested. I talked it over with my psychologist. I was told not to beat myself up about it. I came up clean just after the incident.
I wrote and recorded, “Off to The Clinic”.
Now the window is up and I have to go for another HIV test.
That’s when it really dawned on me, that careless decision could have life changing consequences. I was scared.
I ended up going to TPAN (www.tpan.com) which stands for Test Positive Action Network for a one-minute test. It was a quick prick of the finger followed by some squeezing so the blood can go into a tiny tube. It was painless. In addition, the specialist was very informative and we discussed the ways that HIV is transmitted along with what some of the high risk factors are to look for.
Off to The Clinic
Yesterday I saw you in the morning
Now I’m reminiscing and I’m yawning
Then you never called me back
Came and went
It was just like that
The things that we talked about
Were so heavy
Glad you weren’t thinking that
I’m too crazy
Then you never called me back
Came and went
It was just like that
Delete my number from your phone
Could’ve been an accident
And maybe I’m wrong
Send some texts and no reply
Off to the clinic and you know why
In my mind I tell myself
I told you so
Quit acting so hot and go
To the store
And it goes on all night long
What if you had to guess
And you guess wrong
Making plans to do this thing
Another day
Now we’re having snow
And I don’t get my way
And it goes on all day long
What if you had to guess
And you guess wrong
Delete my number from your phone
Could’ve been an accident
And maybe I’m wrong
Send some texts and no reply
Off to the clinic and you know why
Should’ve brought
Something
Never thought
That it would get
So hot
Delete my number from your phone
Could’ve been an accident
And maybe I’m wrong
Send some texts and no reply
Off to the clinic and you know why
Probably don’t believe me
For how long it’s been
Thinking that I’m getting
Raw with lots of men
Guess it don’t even matter now
Could’ve been a virgin
And he’s not around
Really wish this lasted for a longer time
Wishing he would call and just
Ease my mind
Guess it don’t even matter now
Could’ve been a virgin
And he’s not around
Delete my number from your phone
Could’ve been an accident
And maybe I’m wrong
Send some texts and no reply
Off to the clinic and you know why
